Monday, March 27, 2006
on two!
one.. two years na blog ko!! haha.. ambilis naman :P
[insert reminiscing part here]
i'll spare you of the countless, nonsense rants and stories to tell for the past year. hehe.
and im too tired to type all of them now. cause of hell week. (huwa?) but it's all gonna be almost over. school stuff had been very stressful this term: lots of paperworks, tons of research for our thesis proposal, and not to mention just the thought of dealing with every single one of the ones who will panel our group every defense/report. XD stress talaga pramis. haha.
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a lot has changed this term. i changed. yun yun eh haha. believe it or not, i attended almost all of my classes this term -- every single one -- even if they were too boring. well, of course, i still overslept and got absent on some classes haha.. hindi na nga lang ganun karame :P (sarap matulog eh! baket ba! :P)
for all those times when depression or mushiness just had to kick in without warning.. yeah, i think i changed a bit here too..
a wise person told me,
There is no such thing as a bad day,
only bad moments that people choose to nurse all day.
Come to think of it, yeah, i think she's actually true about this!
so i decided i need to get out more often. not that i'm confined in my house and all! (uh.. okay, just a little bit! haha ) it's just that, i need to do something else. more specifically, new things. i tried badminton out, met new friends there in the court; tried out Wildsons (think YFC-like) with an old friend of mine, Rachel, and then met new friends again.. blah blah blah.. basically i went out for small adventures and met new friends on the way haha.. o diba. ^_^
too tired.. must.. get .. to.. bed..
..after a game or two of Marvel vs Capcom in my pc ^__^ (thanks nga pala Pao!!) hehe..
Thursday, March 09, 2006
this song's for you..
hopefully, not the last one..
Butterfly
Mariah Carey
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You've given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me
When you're ready to land
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i feel like i've been cheated.
many times i have shun away from being in love with somebody for the past 3 years, because i thought i might not be ready yet to fall in love for the second time, and that i have to prove to myself and to everyone else first that i can do well in studies here in college.. i could've fallen in love and be in a relationship in the past 3 years with someone yknow.. pero years went on with me trying to keep that little distance from anyone who i'd get close with, because of this.
and now, after all we've been through.. after that kiss. i thought "hey, maybe this is the one." just when everything seemed to fall into their right places, just when i thought i can devote myself to another person again..
.. just when i thought i can be ready to fall in love again!
saka ka lalayo?!
sorry for the rant, pero it's just so unfair alam mo un?!
and oh, this ain't paranoia.. it's just that one day we were having our good times together, saying our "i love you"s to each other.. and then poof, bigla ka nagbago. what happened? im really confused. un lang naman eh.. so please help me out.
sana mali ako sa title.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
i never said anything about giving up on you.
..kahit na nasasaktan nako sa pag iwas mo everytime 'tayo' ung topic.. magbubulag bulagan nalng ako. :( kase naniniwala pa rin ako.. naniniwala sayo.. naniniwala sa nararamdaman ko.
.Seeking within
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Vincent
/vin'-sent/
a.k.a. 'jv', 'jvh', 'vince', 'beans'
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n. 1. known for wearing a smile almost too often (not that he smiles for no reason at all! :P)
2. seems shy, but don't bet on it, see also FRIENDS
3. cares a lot for friends and family; can be very loyal
4. likes music a lot; a frustrated singer(?)
5. doesn't like people who pretends to be someone they aren't; and people taking advantage of someone's kindness
6. can't tell what number 6 is, see also Friendster account testimonials (you must have an account here to view)
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sailing takes me away to where i always heard it could be;
just a wind and a dream to carry me, soon i will be free..
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