Monday, February 14, 2005
happy hearts day!
for now, let's forget about the not-so-good things happening. i hope you all had happy hearts today everyone.. had great time today. ^_^
Thursday, February 03, 2005
venting out
look, i don't know what your problem is, but this is getting ridiculous. believe me, i value our friendship, but with the way you treat things, i think we really should just keep our distance from each other for now. i think it's for the better, too. besides, you wouldn't care about what happens to me. i mean, that's who you are. you know what, you really got me into this joke of yours. you know, pretending to be all nice, someone i can trust, and all that... i say you were good pulling it off. well congratulations.
"i dont have patience. madali akong mairita! kung ayaw mo ng ugali ko at naiinis ka din kasi you think that im being hard na wala na sa lugar at di naman dapat, e punyeta!! sino bang di maiirita sayo?"
-->that's the whole point! ikaw na nagsabe na 'di ka naman dapat mairita'. was there a time, any time at all, na sinagot ko nang hindi maayos ang bigla-bigla mong pagkairita? sa mga sentences mo, i thought i should be the one saying "sino bang di maiirita sayo?", because each time, i was asking and trying to answer you back nicely pa rin. at wala akong kaalam-alam kung baket ka naiirita. sana pinaalam mo na rin saken kung ano ang nagawa ko para hindi ako magmukhang tanga na lang lage at para matuto ako na mali na pala ang nagawa ko sayo.
and no, im not blaming anyone that i was alone; nor was i nagpapa"kawawa ako" effect. ang bilis mong mag jump to conclusions without seeing the whole picture and what's beyond.
sa tingin ko, hindi naman talaga ito dapat mahantong sa kung ano ang nararanasan sa kasalukuyan. i think we just have to give each other needed space.
i made friends with you not because i'd treat you to be some 'utusan' later on, nor would i do this to anybody. i made friends with everybody because i thought i found a place for me with you all. i found fun, laughter, good times. i trusted everybody, and i want to keep that. i'm loyal and i care about my friends.
kung nasabi mong "they don't feel it"... magkaiba lang talaga siguro ang mga pananaw nating lahat kung paano ang konsepto ng 'caring about friends'. at kahit dito sa kaguluhang ito, i still value and trust my friendship with everybody. so ikaw na bahala... kung hindi ako worthy sa inyo...
ako ay isang tao rin lamang. hindi ako perpekto. sa aking pagkaalam, kaya ang isang tao'y sa una ay tanga, ay dahil para matutunan niya kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang mali sa pamamagitan ng kanyang mga kasama; at isa pa, para malaman nya rin galing sa iba na nagkakamali na pala sya sa isang sitwasyon. nagkakamali rin ako, nagiging tanga rin ako, alam ko yun, lahat naman ng tao ganun e. sorry at pagpasensyahan, kung di ako naging sapat sa mga expectations mo, or sa inyong lahat.
pero alam ko't naniniwala, natututo rin ako.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
wow.
great. i just learned that my sister's video camera's gone. i don't know what to think of right now.
.Seeking within
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Vincent
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a.k.a. 'jv', 'jvh', 'vince', 'beans'
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n. 1. known for wearing a smile almost too often (not that he smiles for no reason at all! :P)
2. seems shy, but don't bet on it, see also FRIENDS
3. cares a lot for friends and family; can be very loyal
4. likes music a lot; a frustrated singer(?)
5. doesn't like people who pretends to be someone they aren't; and people taking advantage of someone's kindness
6. can't tell what number 6 is, see also Friendster account testimonials (you must have an account here to view)
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sailing takes me away to where i always heard it could be;
just a wind and a dream to carry me, soon i will be free..
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