Thursday, December 16, 2004
betrayed?
yondered far.
travelled hard.
lone may he be.
through the desert, he shall.
dusk. dawn.
it didn't matter.
he struggles.
but for how long?
how fortunate.
a spring of water at sight.
just what is needed most.
to refresh. to aid. to heal.
much awe, he draws near.
what beauty.
oh a sight to behold.
this must be gift from the heavens.
luck was on his side after all.
he has found water.
need to quench thirst.
be drenched even.
oasis. finally. at last.
he couldn't wait.
reached his hands out.
but what's this?
still..
dry sand.
there wasn't an oasis.
hardly was there any water.
fooled.
for it was just a mirage.
just..
an illusion.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
confession
i was a complete jerk.
sorry.
yet, "sorry" seems not enough.
i don't know what to do..
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
maybe..
maybe all i need is time and space.. both figuratively and literally.
err.. for what?
Sunday, December 12, 2004
space
my parents had their anniversary last december 9. im sure they enjoyed another year of happiness and love.
caloy flew off to hong kong yesterday, december 11, saturday. called up and he was enjoying everything there. he was in this beautiful place there found in between mountains and had this really nice beach and all.. and it was freezing out there, he said. he'll be back next saturday.
and i'm happy for them. i'm happy for my family. i'm very thankful i have them as my family. i owe them a lot. problem is, i think they won't be happy for me.. especially this christmas. i'm worried. about everything. i'm living in a mess. i'm officially a burn-out. i haven't been paying attention and focusing on something recently. i think i'm just stressed out. i think i'm thinking too hard again. whatever happened to me? i 'm not even sure if i know why. i have to study for introdb's final exam tomorrow. shit. i have to start from zero. i hope i pass my subjects this term. i know i'm halfway to the finish line. only thing i need is to work on things right. have i been doing things right since? i hope i did. i hope i'll pass my subjects this term so everyone will be happy for me too. nothing makes me more happy than seeing others happy. magulo ba? i know. maybe i'll run out of thoughts soon. maybe. please help me stop. i have to study pa diba? grr.. you probably think i sound crazy right now. crazy huh? isn't everybody? ahhh!! tama na! ...............
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i have an idea. i think i know what to do.
it'll all go..
if i just smile,
right?
besides,
i think it's what i'm good at.
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whew.
there.
to whoever reads this, i apologize for everything you just read. i just needed to blurt out things inside my head.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
untitled
left alone. or left behind? i don't know. they're probably the same thing. everything's a mess. i crave for the virtue of trust, as well as acceptance. i think i crave for someone.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
His intervention
the super typhoon brews. you may never know what could happen. so im praying for everyone's safety. may safety be upon us all.
.Seeking within
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Vincent
/vin'-sent/
a.k.a. 'jv', 'jvh', 'vince', 'beans'
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n. 1. known for wearing a smile almost too often (not that he smiles for no reason at all! :P)
2. seems shy, but don't bet on it, see also FRIENDS
3. cares a lot for friends and family; can be very loyal
4. likes music a lot; a frustrated singer(?)
5. doesn't like people who pretends to be someone they aren't; and people taking advantage of someone's kindness
6. can't tell what number 6 is, see also Friendster account testimonials (you must have an account here to view)
- - Lyrics to live by - -
sailing takes me away to where i always heard it could be;
just a wind and a dream to carry me, soon i will be free..
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