Saturday, November 27, 2004
blank
i don't know.. i just feel.. lost.. somehow.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
sheesh! what gives?!
i had the feeling on me early on. with a spark of hope, i held unto. i was all "please let me pass istech2's defense, please.. please..." this morning. i mean, i hoped the work was worth something. sana i-apruv nina lloyd, oli, at mavic.
to cut it short, shit. they dumped the project. god, do i have to fail every term?! hindi 'to pwede. di pwede ko bumagsak uli. may anmath1 pa nga ko dapat ipasa. dadagdagan pa?! anu na lang ang magiging reaksyon ng mga tao sa bahay pag-uwi ko?! what gives?!
nash was upset. last night pa. add up our failed project. plus, the fact that i was missing a lot of dance practices for the debut party of a close friend of mine, just for some stupid work. hiyang-hiya na ko sa kanya. mama sarah and i had a little argument last night too. sa bahay naman, naiinis na ata ang mga tao dun sakin. uuwi lang daw ako dun, para lang kumain at matulog, tapos luluwas na kinabukasan. hiyang-hiya na rin ako sa kanila. shit. what gives?! i had to worry about everything! and i had to be blamed?! you dont even know what's happening. sheeesh.
im at the lab right now. hinihintay ko text ni kester, kagroup ko sa istech. we both agreed to talk it all over with lloyd. u know, for a second chance. im willing to do the project even for another sleepless night. just to pass this stupid course.
oh, i dont know.
Saturday, November 13, 2004
they wanted it all
i was bored. turned the tv on. poof. myx opm hit chart. sige na nga. patulan na. number 7 in the charts. well, nothing really, just thought about the message of the song and all. so here it goes.
we were once the best,
back when we were dumb.
oh how did we become so smart,
that we learned how to break each other's heart.
oh i dont know. corny ata. ewan.
Monday, November 08, 2004
what?
okay, so maybe no one can relate to whatever i was writing down in this blog recently. don't mind me, i'm probably just talking to myself. [again?]
Friday, November 05, 2004
wide awake
sigh. guess it's one of those nights again.
"nobody knows the trouble i've seen.." when will you ever learn, beans?
.Seeking within
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Vincent
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2. seems shy, but don't bet on it, see also FRIENDS
3. cares a lot for friends and family; can be very loyal
4. likes music a lot; a frustrated singer(?)
5. doesn't like people who pretends to be someone they aren't; and people taking advantage of someone's kindness
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sailing takes me away to where i always heard it could be;
just a wind and a dream to carry me, soon i will be free..
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