Thursday, April 22, 2004
hello dullness, meet my friend silence
im back. ah, one could really use some rest here at my sweet sweet home, a place of serenity i always called it. just thinking about it makes me feel a little bit relieved now. ahh... (kung gusto nyo rin sumabay sa aking pag-a-aaahhh sa imagination kong toh, great! hehe)
"a little bit relieved now? " --> why you might ask? well, same goes with Jansen's entry...
chores was the word for the day. but sigh... a "good" son's gotta do what a good son's gotta do. besides, i thought i was used to these things na rin date pa eh.. kaya lang nabaguhan lang uli ko ngayon, i mean now that i came back from pleasantville kassel where i think cleaning up the table and getting rid of trash would be the only things to worry about. haha. napasabak ako dito ah. got used to my small unit 708 kase eh.. well anyway, like i said, nothing to fret. i got used to do such chores since we were little tykes.
and oh, nakakainis rin tong araw na toh.. the family was in the family's office, and it's about 6:30pm when my older sister remembered today was the day Camile Velasco's got to show up in the American Idol in abc5. so my sis and i got her laptop and things in her table and rushed our way out towards her house just a small walk away. "Let there be Camile Velasco," Beans said. AI presented Camile. Beans saw her, and she was good. she was way too good. Wohoo! i finally got to see her very first performance in AI. after a commercial or so, the day when America gets to decide who wins and who bids farewell was there. God Camile was beau-ty-ful! but sadly, i never saw this portion, just because of some stupid errand to photocopy some papers. arrgh! napa-"time space warp, ngayon din!" na naman ako neto. still, hindi ko na naabutan ung show. haay..
then there was American Idol on Star World.. hehe buti na lang meron cable dito wohoo!! kaya lang, nang dahil sa ako ang naatasang maghugas at magtuyo ng mga pinggan atbp., ung last performer na lang naabutan ko, si Jennifer "banat-noo-with-matching-tirik-eyes" Hudson singing the Circle of Life. and i might say she definitely looked better than her previously santo niño hair. bad Beans! bad! uv been a bad Beans! ur playing with names again.. haay.. sorry po Lord.
and finally, i watched "Life after Baywatch".. *drool* hehe... syempre, word na baywatch pa lang, *gasp* ang buong Pilipinas. hehe. just imagine. haha. and all people would think of would just be bikinis, bikinis, bikinis sabay *drool*. haha.. wala lang.
good Lord! ang haba na ng entry ko.
hmm.. siguro nagtataka kayo kung baket "hello dullness meet my friend silence" ung title ko noh... actually ewan ko na rin eh.. buwahahaha!!! naisip ko lang kase quiet na dito sa bahay... haha.. walang kakonek-konek sa mga pinagsasasabe ko. wahehehiho.
well, maybe im just missing the horobods already. haay...
Sunday, April 18, 2004
my soul is evaporating, won't you saturate me
woopee! i'm back!! dito na uli ako sa makasaysayang Unit 708 ng Kassel. and i'l be here til wednesday pa so pwede pa tayo maghapi hapi guys kung gusto nyo pa. ehehe. til wednesday lang ko, kase nung una sabe ko sa ma and pa, sabado na ko uuwi, kaya lang nag-react agad sila agad kase nga, wala naman talaga ko gagawin sa buong week, tsaka course card lang naman dapat habol ko eh. so, tinawaran ko na lang na sige, hanggang wednesday na lang. nagtinginan pa rin sila na parang disagree pa rin, pero yey! payag na rin sila ehehe.. thanks ma, thanks pa!
naka-schedule ang araw na toh for the whole family including my bro-in-law and my favorite, and cute nephew, Zindel, for us to go out. and so, we went off. we had our lunch at some crocodile grille in g3, and after a dish or two of various seafoods and frog legs (yes, i'm okay, actually they taste like chicken!), we were on our way to the movies. choosing what movie for everyone to see was difficult cause one wants Twisted, some want the Paycheck, and others wanted Peter Pan. i had to wait for about i think 20 minutes or so just for everybody to settle with the feud. and the winner was, ... Peter Pan. i thought, okay, so maybe what they say that this new version of Peter Pan will be different and that it was really recommended for any Harry Potter fan, might be true.
well, i was kind of disappointed after seeing the movie. for me, there wasn't anything different from all the other versions of the Peter Pan movie, though there was some teenie weenie innovations here and there, like Hook being able to fly. (spoiler! hehe) from a scale of 1 to 5, i'd rate this Peter Pan 2.8 or something. it's decent, but i guess, nothing special.
and oh, we passed by the Bikini Bottom Bash back at glorieta. and i was all "Spongebob Squarepants!". i was singing along with all the other kids while we were walking around the place. hehe. "who lives in the i dunno pineapple blah blah .... SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!" [i dunno the lyrics eh, ehehe]
Saturate Me - Mandy Moore
The desert I wonder lacks its mirage
There's no mistaking the barrage
Of sand and wind that tears my skin
Leaving what's without, exposing what's within
Forsaken, left here in my barren desolate...
Chorus:
My soul is evaporating, won't you saturate me, won't you saturate me
Rain down on me with life
My soul is evaporating, won't you saturate me, won't you saturate me
Storm around me bring the tide
My days stretch long into the heat
As the sun brightens my defeat
My lips are chapped, they're parched and dry
My thirst it builds with every day gone by
Forsaken, left here in my barren desolate...
Chorus
The dunes that shift, drift and lift in the wind
Cover up my hope as I start to give in
To the cracks and creases and the dips in y will
As I am pushed toward the brink, I drink down arid swill
Chorus
Friday, April 16, 2004
...nagmamahal, Nimpa [Neym Analisis of Nimpa]
nah! hahaha! poor nimpa.. wala sa bokabularyo ng mga name analysis sites sa net ang name nya.. awww....
anyway, here's mine. totoo nga ung analysis! galing ni chums! *claps* walang "John Vincent" na first name sa database nila eh, so dinibayd ko na lang first name ko. and here are the results:
Brief summary of your name: John
The name of John has made you serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You love the security of a home and family, you are fond of children, and, as a parent you would be fair and understanding. Although you have good business judgment, you are not aggressive in your dealings because you do not like to create issues. You would be successful in any position dealing with the public as you have a diplomatic and tactful manner and possess a charming, easy-going nature which puts people at ease. People are drawn to you because they feel that you are patient, kind, understanding, and responsive.
true din ung analysis sa "Vincent", well, except for the active and impatience part. you all know im not like that.
Brief summary of your name: Vincent
As Vincent you seek change, travel, new opportunities, and new challenges. Your active, restless nature demands action and you dislike system and monotony. As you are versatile and capable, you could do any job well, although you would not like to do menial tasks. Having considerable vision, you could be adept at formulating new, more effective ways of doing things. You could organize the work of others, though in your impatience to see the job done efficiently, you would likely step right in and do it yourself.
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Bout of the century
early morning.. i woke up.. knock, knock, knock on the door.. [knock 3x].. it's time for PS, playstation.. and on to playing FF8.. (sung to the tune of Lucky - Britney Spears, try mo!) god that sounded corny! :p
twas but a glorious day. us horobods had ourselves the whole day with nothing but loads of fun -- just playing the playstation, sleeping on the sweet, sweet bed, playing my sister's guitar, or ok, even studying for tomorrow's exam. woohoo! e 8:30 am pa lang e, anjan na agad si robbie the sushi (uy, rhyme pala sila) sa labas ng pintuan ng unit! then came jansen, then anna, meg, aeyc, and the list goes. hahaha... kala ko nga eh di tayo magkakasya lahat dito sa unit ko, sa dame nyo! buwahahaha! at hayun, simula pa lang ng pagdating ng mga mokong, nagpakariwara na kame sa paglalaro ng playstation games.. most especially, sa makasaysayang Tekken 3, na kung saan ang lahat ay napanganga na lamang kay Xiaoyu, nalungkot sa malubhang sakit ni Doctor Bitch, na kung saa'y nagleletrang "Z" na raw ang kanyang backbone dahil sa scolio, at syempre, wag nating kalimutan ang mga nabighani at naaliw sa bawat pagkumpay ng puwitan ni Anna sa tuwing mananalo ito. haay... let's all pray for the quick recovery of Doctor Bitch's worsening disease. may bad breath pa nga pala un, ibili na natin sa 7-11 ng isang matinong tutbrash, mukhang iisang hibla na lang ata kase naipapang-brush nya sa kanyang pustiso. isabay na rin ang pagbili ng dalawang piraso ng AA na batriya para sa kanyang munting remote control. bilin nya ung brand na "eveready getset go".
wala na kong maisip i-type. saka ko na lang uli ituloy itong entry na toh. thanks for the time y'all. kita kits na lang uli dito sa 708! wehe :p
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Hustle and bustle
ah, home sweet, sweet home. am here na in the province. breezy. serene. the neighbors here are quiet at the moment. strange. anyway, ay naku, ang hirap umuwi kahapon from manila! wala kame sundo ni ate e, kaya pinapagbiyahe na lang kame. so ate decided we leave by 7 am. all along, i thought, since maaga kame gigising yesterday, there wouldn't be any problems or troubles sa pag-uwi sa tanauan, batangas, my hometown. but nooo! when we got to the buendia bus station by 730 i think, arrgh! you should've seen the whole lot. ang haba talaga ng pila. and let's not forget the heat of the sun. after an agonizing hour later, finally, allelujah! we got on a bus! my lazy ass then could really use some rest on the sweet, sweet cushion, haha. wala lang, just for me to share this crap thingy. ehehe.
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Dusted the place, finally got to update
Got trifle?
Usual day? nah! movie marathon kame kanina kina chums e, ehehe. woohoo! sayang nga di ko napanood ung the passion, kase naman, 8:54 in the morning ba naman mag-aya ang mga loko na manonood daw ng mga sine kina chums e ung mga oras na un e "isliping biyuti" pa ako non, with matching muta and tulo laway pa.. pero okay lang.. pagkatawag ni robbie sabay tulog uli ako ehehe, wa epek ung pagtawag eh, hayun, , bagsak uli at nagpapakariwara na sa dreamland ang gago. wehehe. mga 11 na nga ko nakapunta sa unit nina chums e, tapos ang naabutan ko na lang e American Pie: The Wedding.. At heto pa ha, pagkadating ko non, ang tatahimik magsinood ng american pie ang mga gago! American Pie ba un? well, katatapos lang daw kase nilang manood ng The Passion e. uh.. ok? ayos ah.. after nilang ma-touch-touch at ma-cry-cry sa kabanal-banalang the passion e, sunggaban ba naman nila ang american pie.. ang saya! ehehe.. and oh, robbie and bobby did a little poo poo, err, i mean, a little boo boo sa salamin ng table nina chums kanina... good thing, by the end of the day, they said they've got the whole thing covered na. whew!
A little message or some sort
so the time has come... lo, the holy week is near! a time where some get to relax and go places 'cause it's sort of a 'vacation week', while others go strengthen their spiritual sense through rituals and prayers. ako? ...hmm, i'll go try to further strengthen mine this time, i hope. kung corny sa iba, sorry po. this is me. God knows how often i did mistakes and how i owe Him big time. haven't you thought about such for a while?
for the bad times we've been having lately guys, well, this may sound corny, pero this little something has often worked for me:
Don't be afraid of tomorrow,
God is already there..
advices are really not my department. although i do get to give some people good ones at times, too. hope this little message came close.. (",)
Thursday, April 01, 2004
..i lie down and blind myself with laughter..
last night, i just couldn't sleep early. was lying in bed, then suddenly had these thoughts of mine. thoughts linger. thoughts like:
am i alone?
what happens if i die just tomorrow? will there be anyone for me? would anybody even care?
i was thinking,
"i suppose nobody would.." sino nga ba naman ako diba?! just your Mr. Ordinary guy lang diba? si "slow".. walang kwenta.
"i do have friends... pero.. tama na siguro itong mga daliri ko sa dalawang kamay at dalawang paa ko para bilangin sila." sana hindi ganito.
please let me be in this little bed of mine when i wake up tomorrow..
ang drama ko. pathetic, sabe nga ni robbie. di ko lam kung baket ako nagkakaganito. i hate myself. closed my eyes. cried a little. stared up the blank wall. it's dark. snugged myself in my blanket. then, i just smiled out of the blue.
"of course, i could be wrong!" i thought with a grin.
"(sigh).. i really do hope so..."
pakshet! i worry too much!
.Seeking within
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Vincent
/vin'-sent/
a.k.a. 'jv', 'jvh', 'vince', 'beans'
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n. 1. known for wearing a smile almost too often (not that he smiles for no reason at all! :P)
2. seems shy, but don't bet on it, see also FRIENDS
3. cares a lot for friends and family; can be very loyal
4. likes music a lot; a frustrated singer(?)
5. doesn't like people who pretends to be someone they aren't; and people taking advantage of someone's kindness
6. can't tell what number 6 is, see also Friendster account testimonials (you must have an account here to view)
- - Lyrics to live by - -
sailing takes me away to where i always heard it could be;
just a wind and a dream to carry me, soon i will be free..
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